Peek Aaa Booo People!

hello people. today i wake up early because i want to b a good worker! haha. then at MRT got this 2 mat-salih bring a HUGE bag. then out of sudden the MRT stop and his HUGE bag when off flying and the mat-salih nearly fall down. the second thingy that happen the mat salih step on a chinese lady feet and d lady goes like this " awww painful larh" and i was 2 man away from her. and swear i wanted to laugh but i controlled it. haha. My work was damn relax i only have to settle down the dates and do filling simple yaa? and they are paying me 800bucks if i am good they pay me of additional of 50bucks every month! like wow! haha. and the boss was great! the problem is me. i am new and i scared to everything. shy.. pemalu dikatakan. haha. but kak rose was coaching me with everything. i really owe a big thanks-you to her! to be frank with you people. do you heard of Brain Food International? that sell royal jelly, booster and etc.? i work at that place larh. as admin only do the simple paper work. and my neck is damn painfull. while i was walking to the bus stop i walk pass Jalan Besar Stadium and there scoocer match going on later. i was really pissed off by SYARUDIN! he is damn f**king irritating tau! then i say " kau masih hidup? ingatkan da mampos? kan kat bawa tempat keje aku ada Singapore Casket baru nk check entah2 ada name kau yang baru register" and he say blA BLA BLA BLA.... was really pissed off by hym lately. wow... today my neck really hurt damn much.
to be frank, i got a crush on Shahideen remember? but as i keep working and my feeling towards hym has fade.because many people tell me to forget someone is by keeping myself busy. i duno why. don't you eva asked why. because i cannot found the answer myself. maybe because i keep telling myself that i and shahideen cannot be together? as he got kiara and i am only a stranger that he make some history in my lyfe? perhaps. mayb.. my voice inside my head told me that don't worry about hym but.. i am not worrying. i dunno why. don't asked me can? tomorrow Amirah and Nur Nabilah is going for an interview at my place. Good luck ladies. Aww. i started to miss my friends; Amirah, Nabilah, Syida, Tasha, Ili. Lady, argghh saya kangen banget same kamu. bagaimana yaaa? saya buntu pertolongan kalian. haha. bobal indon kepe? haha
kla need to work tommorrw. i work at 9.30am and end at 1pm. great yaaa?
haha.
remember didi aka ciner aka md suhaidil? my oldest ex becuase im 17 and he is 20. haha. arggh. 4get that. they main thing is the is messing up in lyfe. so i give hym an encouragement thru his blog. and he ask me to reveal my indentity. i would not! stupid kan? if i tell hym who i am he wun not be replying any of the msg. like what he did to me in the sms. yaa. have patient yaa? -IwonderWhyYouCntForgiveMe

Advise by me
Don't you think of loving any guy/gerl if you can 4get ur past. because you are not being unfair to the person and yourself=)

Tata..