hahas.
i know im back again.
i duno how to face the fact and truth, that i realise my feeling for Shahideen have fade away.
each day i dun care about his bear.
i dun care abt hym.
i totally stop worry about hym.
i stop loving hym
i stop liking hym
i stop giving hym chances.
cos i know where i stand in his heart.
and if you are reading this post i am sorry it is not my fault.
it is your fault.
your entire fault.
because i cannot have you in my life anymore.
because deep down my heart i know u like her right?
u acted nuthing when me the wrong sms.
that says " cpt da smpi..lols..masak fries utk adik jeks..die lapar neh..padahal i nga rest sibuk jeks kejut org.."
u were supposed to sent to her but u acctidentally sent to me because her name is same as mine.
you reply her sms fast but mine?
if you tell me that ur relationship is a friend.
i am not stupid tauu.
from kau, aku, become i , u.
and then couple?
and i am not surprised.
then her budea you gave her bear and say that she is d first gerl that move u heart!
i will stop everything.
now i dun want to hav you as my birthday present.
i dun anything from you.
i wun tell my feeling for you to the bear.
i wun ask the bear why u did not tell me d truth
i wun write any good post about you.
i am starting to hate you.
i wun listen your recording again because all it hurt me!!
i love you but the vibe is wrong.
he does nothing, he meant nuthing to meeee anymore..