PEEEEEKKK AAAAAAAA BOOOOOO!!!

yeahh.
yesterday at my auntie house was super duper fun tauu..
got to eat super fresh seafood.
have you hear about "GEMIS"
a seashell creature and my auntie bought it fresh!!
the youn kid was soo excited shouting making scene when the gemis started to make.
and our most devil part is when it open its shell we dip it inside the steamboat.
and yaa!
i forget to tell you people that i when for my auntie house for my little cousin brithday party and we have steamboat and bbq ala ala ala SEOUL GARDEN gituu lorh.
haha.
it is soo fun when my two cousin acted up like singaporean and mat-salih.
talking about english and so on.
we even take funny shot of ourself using chopstick above our lips and soo on..

my reach home at 2.15am and i sleep like a OINK OINK!
haha
and Wan called me when i was asleep and he have to talk alone while im sleeping.
until now i feel comfirm he hear something but he say i did not make sound during my sleep.
haha..
he was talkig alone for 1 min and 6 seconds
and he just complain to me saying i did not talk to hym.
hehe.
he is super duper angry with me until now saying i did not talk to hym on the phone.
haha
silly of you Wan!!!

i love you but i know i can't have you.
i know even we were together won't we be happy.
or we will end up hating each other.
i kept dreaming of you in my dream.
i dream that you were mine.
but i know dream are opposite and
i have to face the music and stop my fantasy that you can never be mine.
i miss your voice and miss talkig to you til late night.
i try living my life without you.
and try to over come the fear but i still cannot overcome the fear and deep down i want you and only you.
now i kept telling myself that you can never be mine again
now that she belong to you
i leave everything to god and fate
let fate handle our situation because both of us cannot handle this thingy.
i can't see your voice do i have a choice?
atleast im trying then how about you?
but action are louder then words baby.
they no use keeping it to yourself and hiding in the dark.
they no use baby.
because in the end you and me will lose out.
saying im special to you in many ways is no use because all that you were trying to make me a great gerl for just a few second
like i say action are louder then words baby.
more then words.
i cannot deny that i miss you.
yesh i do miss you very much indeed.

if you people keep reading my post since day 1 til now
you will know who is this refer to..

tata=)