PEEEEEKKK AAAAAAAAAAA BOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

many things have happen within a blink of my eye.
things that i thought would be mine, will not be mine again,
can you imagined in my whole 18 years old lyfe i did not take public transport with family unless my dad lazy to drive and it is like only 1 or 2 times per year.
the rest i we were pampered with car.
And 3rd April my whole lyfe would change,
dad would no longer working.
and for dad commitment for the Japan company for 25year they say the want to give my dad his 5 month salary, then my dad battle for 1year, they rejected.
the least they can give in 7 months and dad only took 3 day of leaves.
when my mummy told me that dad got retrench i was shocked.
i cry at work
then i called dad.
he cried, that make me cry too at work.
maybe my family is too pampered with luxury stuffs.
yesterday i overhead dad, mum and sister conversation.
at first when dad got retrench, alot of thing run into my mind.
i mind is in d whirl.
i scared he will follow my aunt foot-step that is look for work at oversea.
but yesterday i hear a different story from them.
i heard from my dad, in May or June.
if this company want to join venture with my dad's old company and that boss of the join venture is called JEL and my dad's company called Shinmaya.
he say that the JEL boss is very close to me. because he know my dad for over 25year, he even mentioned that "when i first join Shinmaya i know is Mohd, we when to look for glass for the airport bla bla bla...."
and today the JEL boss arrived at Singapore.
surely he will be shocked to hear that my dad got retrench.
my dad dream that he lost the car at our house carpark.
and bla bla bla..
dad say it is a pity if we would sell the house.
i was like NO NO NO NO NO!
i stayed that house over 18 years,
and the house is a year older than me.
i don't bear to leave that precious house.
my sister say that my school allowances and transport she can cover for me.
and i am really appreciate to have a sister like them.
i admitted for the first tyme, i feel like a poor..
all things have to be cut-down.
the blue and gold addidas watch that i always wanted is never gonna be mine.
mum say we have to reda to god on what has happen.
sebab ini sumer dugaan.
then dad suggests to buy a weekend car.
as my family really cannot live without a car.
because they need to car to run errands, go hospital and weekend go to wedding invitation.
sisiter2 were like saying, you don't buy the car unless you got a stable job.
and dad suggest the CEO of the car has dropped and he say if we buy a car it is worth it.

god, if you are punishing my family. you can punish me because for over all this tyme, i always take things for granted, god, please give my dad another work. as long he have a stable job, i am fine with it. because i really don't what to do. ohh god, if you are listening, i realli hope you help my family out. AMIN=)

tata=)