PEEEEEKKK AAAAAAAAA BOOOOOO (",)

Currently im SICK!
I have 2 day Medical Leave.
Haha

I think i pass my virus some how to D.A.H
because when i talk to him yesterday somehow he kept ACHOOO!
haha
Gosh.
Now blogging and i doooo i misses him badly now.
SHHHH.
Don't tell D.A.H
later he make fun of me.
Like just now.
Totally spies become Total Spies
And the best thing yesterday as he was sleeping on the phone , as usual, i will always talk on the phone by myself.
And eventually he HEARD it yesterday!!
and he told me just now.
Only myself know how i feel that point.
GRRRRRRR.. masaiboy how dare you laugh at me =(

Anw i text Zila just now.
Because she is trying her best to (something)
but then i clear my doubt thru the text and it is super duper long!
now she is working.
i miss her sia.

i don't know maybe just my thoughts or feeling that somehow i feel that D.A.H is apart from me.
i don't it is reality nor i just feel that way.
somehow i feel that his love towards me have fade.
and i swear to god, listen to my little prayer i don't you to make D.A.H apart from me.
please. listen to my heart how deeply i love D.A.H
He is now the reason for me to smile.
The courage. He is the voice i always hear.
This might sound insane. But this what really happen.
Oh God, pass this message to D.A.H heart and tell him how much Siti Amirah love that person okay god?
because i love him

P.S: somehow the feeling of scared toward him come again to my heart. oh god, please tell me that this is not true. please? please tell me that it is only a feeling and it would not happen to us..
because i am scared to lose you and i love you. truli from the bottom of my heart...

TATa =)