PEEEEK AAAAAAAAAA BOOOOOOOOOO (:

Hey. My mind in a whirl. More eye bags coming up. Tears flowing down. Saying that i am okay. Saying i am fine. Telling people i am going to be fine. Whereas no one knows what i suffer. How i feel. Everything. Calling people in the morning to accompany me, listen to my misery, drinking to my sorrows. But will all this matter have ease my pain? Probably no.

Sorry if i cannot solve this matter like how i use to solve our problem. I am just speechless. Really.

Fuck love, Fuck trust. Fuck hope. I hate everything right now. Don't bother ask cause i will not share with anyone. Cause no one deserve a second chance not, i simply cannot be bother. Die for all i care. Bring along everything. But then don't come back to me. Cause i would be like the old IRAAH , falling in your trap again. Hariz did once do this to me, follow by Md Suhaidil, then Md Shahideen now you. Let me stop everything okay?
Why do i cry stupidly right? Why do i even care to find the right path for you. Why do i even bother searching for you high and low when i know you are making use of me. Why did i care right? Why does these stupid damn tears fall. Why did i. Why did i never think. Why did i let go my happiness and let misery in my life.

Really, i now my aim is to forget everything. You want to talk bads about me. Go ahead. I don't care. I don't give a fuck. Cause i really hate you. Fun making use of me. I am a loser. You enjoy the game. Perhaps now is game over between us. You really disappoint me. I don't want you in my life. I don;t want you anymore. Perhaps i got no guts to tell you on the phone, but seriously now i hate you. Go away. Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far from me.
You never love me, why should i love you. You never miss me, why should i miss you, Why never serious when you are with me, why should i foolish being serious. All the things you say were not true. All is fake. Fake hope. Fake.

I was the actress in your play(:
Thank you for everything