PEEEEK AAAAAAAAA BOOOOOO

Hello Earth Creature(:
Stomach cramp here and there, ain't sure whether it is gastric pain or air in my stomach.
Adam suggest me to drink Zinger Beer, told Mummy just now and she like " you crazy want to drink alcoholic drinks again? " I was like " OH Mummy No No No No No , not that beer! You know like root beer? "Mummy kental right? Thinking her only anak dara will go back to that black history again. Hurtful moment! OH no, stay away from that situation again.

Okay, i am bored. Actually in dilemma. Cause Daddy plan to go Johor this Saturday, then i got my gathering with them. Oh NOO ): How? Help me. Pleaaseee. Oh People How? Sigh

Talk with Him yesterday night. Thank God, he sleep yesterday, it has been 2 days he have not sleep yet. And talk, i miss him, His kisses. Before put down the phone, he told me " I love you"
but then, ermm, nothing. Try not to think negative about it. yeah? And yeah monster hope you stay long in this job yeah? Angkat besi? Biar badan sapau okayy!

Monster gave in this song, Forever Ain't Enough by J. Holiday like goes something like this

Eeveeen though I don't show it girl, I juuust want youuu to knoowww, that even if we fight a million times over little things, we can still make it better I member what I said when I gave you that promise ring, that imma love youu forever, I fall for you deeper everyday, feel it now girl more than ever, but with our type of love, forever aint enough

I've been searchin my whole life, I'm lucky I found youu, no better girl too you aint leavin cause forever aint enough you see me for who I am and not for who I'm not no, I'm tellin you that I'm sooorry if I tend to treat you the wrong way but I care you know my heart is there.

And i ask him to listen this song , I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat and the song goes like this

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

Okay my people, i think i am done for today, still cannot make up my mind.
DAMN. DAMN DAMN.
):
How. How. Bagaimana?

Jika cinta itu suci, biarlah ia pergi, jangan sesekali memanggilnya kembali,
Biarlah ia datang dengan sendirinya.

Oh did i tell you that i am currently on a strict diet(:
No rice. Only wholemeal bread. Or perhaps if i eat rice that will be my only meal on that day.
Then no more eating (:
If i am hungry eat fruit(:
YEAAAHHH

Nursing overall result for year 1 is out(:
COOOOOL
Applying Bond.
And change Handphone all.
Being independent(:
WOOHOOOOO!
Please CGH accept me. I know i tak pergy that time peh interview because i have not get my overall result(:

TATA(: