Tattoo? How does people judge them? How does people look at someone with tattoo all over their body? Can family accept family member with tattoo? Honestly my family does accept people having tattoo. We don't look down on others who that tattoo becasue Mum always say to me " tak semestinya orang yang ada tattoo jahat, yang penting orang itu dah insaf , hatinya baik dan bertanggung jawab" I am not picking on people who are having tattoo, i am sorry if you are one of them. Serious i am not picking on anybody here.
I hate it when people look down on people who has tattoo, hey come on everyone has their own black history right? All depend on the person itself on proving to others that with having tattoo at their body means they are bad. People who don't have tattoo are much more worse i say with people who as tattoo at their back. 7years back when i was in Secondary i came to realize that. Because my late so called uncle pass away due to a motorbike accident and he got tattoo all over his body. Imagine that your son/daugther pass away during your birthday and it is on Hari Raya also. How life is cruel sometimes i wonder.
This is my first time on my blog i mention about my late uncle, true he was well known in the East side. He was there when we are in need. I am not being too proud saying all this. But then when i look at the community now how the growing up girls and boys are living seriously it shocked me. True i am once in their state ,i bet have seen people that are much worse case as them. This kid are just to childish to me. If you are thinking to be a so called minah rep please eh act maturely think before you act.
Back to my story. He is my greatest uncle i ever have. I don't why i miss him. But god love him more that all of us. I miss the times when nenek ask me to wake him up because when he sleep it very hard for someone to actually wake him up. Seriously thinking about him, talking about him make me cry. I know we have to let go a person when he already gone, But this is already 7 years and i felt that just yesterday i lost him. Because of him i changed, because of him i threw my bad stuffs. Because i knew i live in this world only for a meanwhile not forever. Abang An-Nur taught me to be pateint whenever someone did something bad to me, Because one fine day god will repay double of his bad stuffs he/she have done to me. He told me " IRah, biar orang pijak kepala kita, biar dier tunjuk terror die, tapi satu hari biar dia dah terbaring, minta maaf dengan kita barulah dia terima balasan dia" That might be the reason why until now people i don't act like a mad dog when someone provoke me , calling me names, talking bad to me. Because i don't mind. As i knew one fine day when your time is going to be over and come to me asking for forgiveness, there never be a forgiveness for you.
The reason why i don't like be act rush is cause i knew if i act rush, fight will come and come on fighting? OH MY GOD, how childish can someone be? What will fighting do? End your solution? No right? that why i always say think before you want to act. Do you think with all the fight you will get popular all. NO. NO NO. That is in US not in Singapore. I don't rush for fighting, but i am chasing over education. Because in Singapore will a decent job you will never go anywhere. Cannot even buy your own house when you are already grown up and want to start a family. And cannot even feed your children with proper food. Then you feel that if i were young i should have study proper. I don't get with kid nowadays, why must wait til the point there knew that there no turning point. Why not now? I just don't what to be that mother who regret in the future. Because i don't want my children to suffer just because of my stupid act.

Always in my memories and heart Md An-Nur
Al-Fatiha