PEEEK AAAAAA BOOOOOOO (:
Today is a very emotional day in school i guess? Teacher was talking about death or loss. My classmate share with me their stories. And i envy their courage to share their story. As for me, i am scared to share mine. i am too scared. I got no courage to share like them.
Now i kept repeating the song Tears In Heaven
Even you have gone for almost 5 years, your history and everything about you is kept in my heart. I miss you, i bet everyone else did. I cannot control my tears when people talked about you, thinking about you, going to your grave. I miss you. How i miss the 5 years incident did not happen. You gave us hints that you were going away from us, why did anyone notice that? After you are gone, then we notice that those were also hints you gave us. Although the society look bad at you. We don't. Although you got tattoo all over your body. We still treat you like normal people. You left us, in a surprised manner. You give hints. Why? Why?
You gave your friends all your clothes
You seek forgiveness for grandparents for the first time
You said to Yasir, it is the last time you were helping him to clean the window
You say to grandma that you are having chest pain.
You pass away on grandma birthday
I don't know, tears keep flowing now, i miss you, really miss you. I regret kissing your forehead when you i got the opportunity. I just got no courage. But i always have this in mind, orang yang pergy, allah swt, lebih menyayangi mereka. And i believe that. Allah love you more. What i can do for you is pray to god (: Imissyou Abang An-Nur.
Al-Fatiha