PEEEK AAAAAA BOOOOOO (:

Here staring in up the window, to look for star.

trying not to make myself cry, holding back the tears that kept falling down.

All my life, you were there for me, then you return to God Hand.

I miss you again. It is going to be 1 month you gone.

a few days and your roh would be here anymore. ):

Sumpaah aku miss kauu . I know crying for you is not good. But why? I swear i miss you.

I watch the other end of the line just now. Gosh i stop that movie, cause it remind me of you.

Your voice complete my night each day when i cannot sleep ):

Cause you are the one i miss damn much right now.

Cause i never appreciate you and all the things you done to me when you are still alive.

Now you are gone, i am stupid, am i? Such a stupid girl right? I know it myself. You were there at all times. But i am there when you need me the most. No i am not there ):

I am sorry.

Mummy notice my change, she asked me whether am i okay, am i able to cope in life? Then i look at her, and started crying. I told mummy the truth. On how bad i am as a friend! I am so cruel. He don't deserve a friend like me. Mummy told me, everything going to be fine, cause god love him more. Mummy has lost her 2 siblings whereas Daddy have lost his parents. There have once been in my situation. And look how Mummy and Daddy were strong? I need to be strong like them. Oh Wan, will you appear in my dreams?

Friend, i am sorry for crying. Really. I never stop giving you prays. To be surrounding all the good person, and always happy up there(: I miss you Wan. You a great friends. Your video never fails to make me cry ): How i wish i can get the same friend as you. Will there be a good person as you out there? Insyallah there will be.